“There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. ”
~ Anais Nin
And for me, my friends, that day is today.
Spirit has been nudging me for some time to be more intentional and committed about the joyous task of updating and maintaining this website, referring uplifting resources, and sharing with you my personal story of transformation and gradual enlightenment.
Today I have completed several tasks related to optimizing and updating this blog site, and I am excited about the possibilities of greater service and exposure, even as I am experiencing some feelings of vulnerability in stepping outside of my comfort zone and self-imposed limitations.
Much has happened over the last few months – my son was injured in a vehicle accident in March and I flew out to BC to be with him for three weeks, my finances absorbed the shock of that trip and various other factors; I gave up my apartment and moved in with a friend for a month while I sort things out; a romantic relationship has fizzled; and I am acting as matron of honor for my dear friend (and my children’s siblings mother) at her wedding to a wonderful man at the end of this month.
A short while ago I began to use a new process to get very intentional about what I wanted, and since then everything has completely disintegrated, or so it seems. The greater part of me is fully aware that now (more than ever) it’s all happening perfectly, and the apparent signs of chaos and confusion are actually setting the stage for much better and more aligned circumstances, people, and events to flow into my life.
I so appreciate the many law of attraction tools I have at my disposal thanks to Abraham-Hicks and many other wonderful mentors (many of whom are also my clients.) I am appreciating ‘the clarity in the contrast’ in so many situations in my life, and the sure knowing that in gratitude and appreciation I am activating the vibes of allowing my heart’s desires to fully manifest.
This is not an easy time for me, and it would be untrue for me to pretend that it is. But I can honestly say that my faith in the Universal laws has been strengthened – there is always support when I need it, even when I don’t know how or when it will arrive. There have been dark days and nights when it felt like I didn’t even have the desire or will to keep going…and it became abundantly clear to me that those feelings were a true indicator of my disconnection from Source in that moment.
Yet, amid the difficulties, there were amazing miracle stories that also emerged in my life over the last few months, and it will be my pleasure to share those with you in this blog over the coming days and weeks. I want to express my sincere and heartfelt appreciation for all those who supported me (both outwardly and energetically) in these last few months – your light and warmth are always invaluable.
It’s my heartfelt desire that in sharing my transformation process, the tools and processes that that I’ve been blessed to learn and use, and the many aspects of celebrating abundant living that return me to connection with joyous, uplifting, empowered Source energy, you may find some measure of comfort and joy in visiting here.
